The Girl and The Stalker II : The Beginning of Love

Pre Note: 

It's 2:45 AM when I started to write this post. Do you know about a flick titled "500 Days of Summer"? In that movie, the author said that there are only two kind of people in this world, a boy and a girl. Well in my opinion, there are four exactly, a good man, a jerk, a good woman, and a bitch. In "X2: X-Men United", Jean said to Wolverine that, "Girls flirt with dangerous man, but they marry the good one". Well I will make the assumption that the "dangerous" man is the same as the bad boy or closely equal to a jerk so it is obvious that girls who still have their sense will marry the good man.

The Girl and The Stalker

This is the story of girls I ever liked since I entered college. Every time I happen to have a crush on a girl, it ends up the same. Yeah I never ever have courage  to tell the girl about my feeling. I just end up being a psycho stalker.

When I was a freshman, I had a crush on a girl  from another class. She was so beautiful. She had a smile that made me want to smile too. She was so perfect. I don't know how to describe her anymore, I just couldn't stand the idea of not meeting her. Yeah but now, she is just another history. 

Dream

This morning before I wake up, I had this dream that I met my youngest brother.  In my dream we had a fight, I don't remember how the fight began but all I know that in my dream I was choking someone to death and then my brother was trying to stop me killing the man. After that, I don't know how, and why, because I slapped my brother in his face. The man I saw before has gone without any trace.

Actually I did not only slapped him, I also punched him in his face until his teeth fell off. 

This dream makes me dizzy and I hope it doesn't mean anything.

This is my first post in 2013

On several occasions, I have a thought to write something. But then I realize, it is actually really hard to start even just to write a single  line. One day, when I just finished reading a novel "Lolita" (It's a great novel I think), I had this idea comes to my mind. "To write something great, you have to have a great experience too." What I mean by that is, you have something strong that can attract the reader to live in your book so they can feel the emotions or the ideas within it.

Though some say that it is not actually that hard to write, but that's what I feel. And I think, I should write something in 2013.